Great days ahead!!^^

29maro7, woke up 9.45am, left home to shop 10am, founded a Nokia N73 Music Edition on the rd when i was skating to shop. song bo!! Reached shop 10.10am, go eat, reached SGH 12noon. demo at 12.30pm with zhuzhu & chee mai. screwed up abit but still it goes well. The space is rather small, smaller den our IC retail floor=-=.. so small.. hw to skate?.. ended up we did some slalom move, dance, figure, slide & synchronize tricks. At 1st we thot we will be doing pure sliding, but ended up sian half, but still, we really had a fantastic day!^^ zhu, mai & me went see see look look play play etc..^^ song!! den 4pm, Demo round 2! this time round its much much better. The management cleared the place for us, creating a lane for us to pick up spd den to a space for us to slide etc. hmm.. better. i love the music there!! its jus like clubbing sia!! automatic will dance.. lol.. everything ended 5.30pm, den zhu, mai, me went to meet henri at sun tec. den we went to city link underpass to skate. 1st time i feel so great even tho we had been skated for the whole day! from 10am-10pm. pro.. Took video of me, zhu, mai sliding..hehe.. putting in youtude soon^^ reached home 11pm.. shag.. but still feeling good^^ pick up fone, demo very fun, nite skate etc, all is jus so good.. the only ssian thing in my mind is.. i only left with 14 days to enjoy. kk ended here.. see ya..

17 days left..

abit sian.. 17 days left.. can i enjoy all these 17days anot? tired.. still need to work...sian.. work work work.. sian,., aw.. my pi gu very pain.. tired.. no mood.. nite..

Work..

27days to enlistment.. im getting sick and tired of working!! i really wanna hv some of my own time to do things i wan to do! Why is everyone stressing me up??? Fuck la!! all i wan is to SKATE!!! fucking jus becos of work and other stuff stop me from hving fun b4 ns.. im dam fucking sian now.. jus feel like put down all my burden and jus hv fun.. dun give a dam to anything.. jus simply do what i like.. but.. i cant....

did i made a right move?

Kat, even tho we patch after all, i felt something is missing.. i dun feel much love from u like last time.. maybe u r angry becos i saw something i shldnt know, but i didnt blame u for not telling me.. i had forgive u.. reason being i love u.. Cant u tell hw much i need u? To keep u by my side, i had changed for u.. i dun raise my voice.. i give in.. i spend more time with u.. i take initiative to call u.. all i hope is that u will appreciate what im doing for u.. cant u see the diff in me?? i had been very nice to u!! what did i get back in return?? all your scolding.. your black faces.. ignoring me.. the coldness towards me.. im wondering.. we patch is it becos of u pitying me?.. yes.. im pathetic.. i cant get over u.. i cant fall in love with any other gal.. im so weak..mentally.. pls.. all i wan is simply u talking to me nicely, dun raise your voice at me & allow me to ask question.. i will definitly appreciate it alot. Pls treat me as your loved one.

rite now my onli worry going in ns is.. will u even wait for me?.. The answer is very impt to me.. i dun wanna get hurt when im in army.. that kind of feeling is unbearable. Pls assure me with an answer.. an pls stop telling pp we got no future.. if that what u think, no one will see a future in us. I wan to know that u really love, really wish to stay by my side forever.. cos i only wish to love u..

sry.. im jus feeling not very gd.. i need rest..

Im not waiting anymore..

8 March 07 , 6am, i decided to give up completely on kat. im not waiting anymore.. i got to move on.

Kat, the 5yrs being with u.. there is up & down, happiness & sadness.. now, we decided not to be togther anymore, hopefully will be a wise move. Sry Kat, i need a girl who will love me more! Not a girl wh is half hearted! i dun wan to be sharing a gal with the other guy. And i need someone who is more understanding & lady like, unlike u, yours voice is always the loudest, jus like Terence.

reached ecp 6.30am.. talking to henry in his car.. i cant believe.. once agn i shedded my tears for hr agn!! i cried to slp in henry car.. both of us den woke up 10am, den he drive me home..

fall slp 2pm..

im kinda lost..am i?..

some time i doubt she is happy.. and i doubt im happy.. its kinda funny.. so near yet so far.. i guess its sounded sad, but if anythings that isnt belongs to me, it wont be mine. forget it..

oh ya.. recently i over spend $ =_=.. yet i didnt know. wtf.. then now i left with $16. Pay day on 10march07. omg.. hmm.. time for me to find $$ lo.. haha..