EndlessLovez DONT Exsist at all..

3 wks had past.. the days in army is tough.. i lost my freedom.. i lost kat as a fren. Finally i realize there is really alot things in life that is very precious.. i didnt cherish them well.. ended up with regrets. I believe that i had understand what is life.. its always up and down, its hard to travel smoothly.. it wont be like last time when im used to get everything i wan.. im stepping on to my 1st step of my journey.. my story...

For the past 3wks, i learned alot.

Endurance. Both physically and mentally. No matter hw hard it is, nv give up.. hang in there and greater harvest will appear. All my Platoon mates thinks that im mentally strong.. but im not.. i tends to think alot.. like my usual life style, my tempo of life is always very relaxing.. but its very diff in army.. & secondly.. Kat.. i couldnt stop thinking of her.. even tho i know its unfair for chloe..
The rest will be knowledge, Ability & Discipline.


For Kat...
For the last time im telling u that im missing u.. i miss the old days that we had fun together.. Rmb i used to piggy back u? & u told me its a training for my NS. I miss those days when we skate together.. its so nice.. & i guess it will nv happen agn.. its gone.. All our happy moments only left with memories & regrets.. The song nv fail to flash thru my mind.. dun feel gd, but no choice. I read thru your blog.. can tell u really love bev alot.. u had my blessing. Cherish everything u hv, apreciate what your friends had done for u.. same goes to me. If u r telling me i ruined your relationship with bev, i sincerely apologize to u. Its my fault. Do take good care of yourself, dun fall sick as friends around u will get worried. 5yrs of memories will always be there in my mind.. its impossible to forget, but im sure both of us will be a much happier person very soon. Farewell..


For Chloe...
Thx for being so nice to me.. u r always there when ever i almost collapse.. u had put in 101% of effort jus to see me smile. Thx to u im able to pull thru my hard times. U had been really nice to me.. & had been very understanding. When i tell u im still thinking of kat.. i know that u wont feel good, but u accepted it. Utimately i know its not being fair to u, but the only solution now is Time.. Allow Time to dissolve everything. After all, im glad that i had u..

For Guan Liang, Henri, Terry

Once agn, many thx to all of u. U guys had been helping me in many many ways. We i got myself in deep shit, u guys nv fail to be there for me.. when im sad, u guys will always be the one accompany me thru out. Life is nv complete with out u guys! Buddies For Life!^^

Now is 7.30am.. got to get some rest.. booking in tonight 7.30pm. Shagged....zzZZ