Trip to Batam

2apr-4apr, batam. was very fun except some arguement with kat..

why kat keep saying i like Tiff? =_=.. so lame can..

Thot kat said going to make me a happy person for the last 14days?

ended up nasty.

abit sian.. but nvm..

Kat wanna go DXO tmr, thurs 5apr, but i cant go. And i really cant go

and she think that im lying to her..wth..

nvm.. i shall cherish every moment i hv now instead of bothering abt hw kat treat me.

Left 8days.. will kat wait for me? i dono.. hope she will..

i guess.. its hard for her too.. it wont be easy to wait..

and it wont be hard to wait, it all depend on her mindset.

im so tired, yet i cant slp..

now is 5apr, 4.45am

shld i give up on her after i go ns?

i dono.. abit confused.. tgt for almost 5yrs..

and if i jus let go, the yrs we spend tgt will be wasted.

what shld i do? hw can i make her be loyal and faithful to me?

i had tried to treat her well.. it did not work.

i tried to treat her normally, ended up worst.

hmm.. maybe i shld try treat her badly?

haha..impossible.

i dono.. i jus wanna be happy. simple..

Lost Lovez..


Once its gone, its gone forever...