Saturday, February 3, 2007

Am i happy??..

Knowing kat love bevan so much in kat blog.. i really wonder..did she even used love me??.. guess i love someone that dun love at all in the five yrs.. im so blind. Until now my mind set of waiting for her is still in my mind..but i got to move on.. so the only way is to hate her.. hate both of them.. but i shldnt.. i guess im stucked. Haha.. i sounded so stupid.. my temper is still so bad..properly due to so much problem in 2007.. only 1mth.. im so fuck up, so stressed up.. holy mama shit.. dam sian.. so i decided to relax myself b4 going in for ns. i will be working jus part time from now.. i got to enjoy myself and hv all the fun that i nv had thx to kat!! Becos of her, my life = no life. Thought that me and her will be together forever will make our life perfect..but ended up what she told me is all packs of lies. i really hate her for this.. she is the only friend that is so fucking rude to me! this is something that im angry with.. even steven, darren everyone shows me respect by talking to me nicely, but things that she said to me is way too much!! even my mother dun say nasty things to me, and hw she got the rite to say me?? nvm.. forget it..

rite here waiting for u? haha.. EndlessLovez happens only in fairy tales..

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