The power of Love is so strong yet so fragile...

yes i love u..but i cant.. i wanna put in 100% to love u..but..u jus went away.. im really having a hard time..really hope i will get through it, forget abt it asap..so that i could get a new life.. being with u..i got no pride, i got no dignity..cos no matter hw badly u treated me..i will still love u madly.. Thx to bevan for snatching u away from me..haha..now i got back my pride, my long lost dignity!! i will still miss u..everyday, every moment, every sec.. but too bad.. what u had done is unforgiveable..u hurt me deeply..too deep..there will be a deep scar..telling me that i will nv get one more like this..i dun wanna get hurt agn.. Kat..the reason why i almost collapse is..simple, i thot we really could last forever..u told me that.. and u told me im the onli man u will love in your whole life.. the intention of getting enage with u when we reach 21 is always in my mind..but everything is jus like fairy tales..i wont happen..now i know what is reality..which is cruel..being cheated is worse!..fuck up feeling.. im lost..