Nightmare of my Life began...

when i came back to sg from sabah.. i meet up with kat.. for a concert. den i saw her msg in her phone..all kind of shit in it..wtf lo..den she anyry..say i dun trust her blah blah..den she ask for a break..=_=..i du lan so i left the scene.. wil came to look for me.. i decided to go countdown with them. cos they meeting jame and bevan, this two bastard who ruin my life.. taken away my love one..its is actually none of james business. Its Bevan who came in to me and kat relationship..fucker..sure will hv retribution. Half way to meet bevan etc.. kat and wil they all left me behind...alone..its raining and super crowded..sp i cant find them..i lost them..at the same time..i lost kat..i walk around alone for 2hrs..then i went home..kat went to wil hse to drink etc.. and msging bevan etc..at this moment, they are together le..WTF !! i saw kat msg etc.. kat calling bevan Baby etc.. bevan calling kat Darlin..haiz.. i feel like dying ..but i wont do that. that is stupid. after everything..kat had been going to bevan hse to stay over night etc.. and meeting him everyday..everyday seening my gf getting closer and closer to bevan..my heart hurts more and more..its really damn hurtful..nv so sad b4..everying started from 29dec06-now... i cant slp at all for a few days..i cried every nite when i tried to slp...my mum came over to console me..my fren accompany almost every day.. but i still cant get over..until one day..14jan07 5am.. i went down to find kat and bevan etc with henri,terry and edwin. i asked her hu she wanna be with..her reply was bevan.. and she told me that being with me is jus pitying me..at that point, i shattered..my mind went blank..i hate her... thx to her words..i made up my mind..to forget her.. bye my love...